after reading the below entry and wondering if i am okie. YES! I am okie. other than my running nose and sleepy. feel great.
i have been arranging and composing songs for a while now and wondering if i should arrange "king of kings" at all. i some what feel that it is no longer my song. the purpose of the entry is not to defame or finger point at anyone or expect any apology. *that's why they remain anonymous.*
the purpose of the entry is to
1. thank the people who stood by me
2. in any interaction between people, there bound to have friction. focus on god and have faith in the work of His Hands.
3. share with you story behind a song. it may not always be happy and fun. many times it brings tears. that brings growth and depth in the song. every song is a part of me. every tune. every melody is not coming from the air but great thoughts have gone into everyone of these songs.
4. share the song. i don't think i should just keep this song for myself. it's a great song i love it so much. if i ever had an album, this song would be in and would be final song. it would be more grand than what you heard below.
5. i understood that forgiveness and letting go are 2 different things all together. i have forgiven years back. now, i finally let go.
i'm relax.
it's bravery. it's graces.
i remind myself of Aaragon of the lord of the rings. to be able to live up to the life. i love it when he finally faced up to his kingship and took up the sword of xxxxxx.
no song writing for a these 2 days. i'm on "MC". hee hee. i really need time to rest and get well before thursday. I'm excited to see Joanne and Pei. Just want to show them the nice hair. We get to eat Jap food. I just love Jap food.
little jedi, our birthdays is coming!
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