my lementation

feeling really stretched. maybe it's because mum's not around. i'm living a double life - trying to be homemaker and work on my music. of-course being a homemaker takes priority. i have hungry brothers to feed.

took a walk at p.s. to get some theory practice books. i was just flipping the grade 8 exam books. i nearly died. in one bar, how many freaking notes are there.

if u have watched alive in wonderland - i can name u one impossible thing: pass my grade 8 in 3 years. frankly, i don't think i can pass it in 8 years.

i'm a little overwhelm with so many things.

1) piano class with daph

2) berklee class

3) kindermusik (practicum)

4) vocal lessons

5) practical theory test.

6) choir

i love doing everything of the above. everyone of which is to help me reach the goal of music arranger. the irony - i spent so much time trying to achieve my goal that i don't have time to live my dream.

it's silent music on this blog until i establish a comfortable equilibrium in my ecosystem.